Your
father always said
you
had to let go of the kite
when
the afternoon of kite flying was over.
You
had to watch it ascend erratically
above
the trees, then drift over
towards
Lake Michigan
with
a new sense of purpose,
hit
a wind draft, and disappear.
It
was probably just laziness
on
your father's part, a refusal
to
spend the time gently pulling
on
the string, reeling the kite in
and
then folding it up
to
be used on another day.
You
never questioned this, though,
and
your parents mouthed platitudes
about
nothing ever lasting,
and
you can always purchase something new,
and
that it was best to be like a kite.
It
was too early for anybody
to
worry about the environment,
if
you were tired of something
you
just threw it on the ground
or
you let it fly over your head
and
miraculously cease to exist.
People
were dying in jungles
on
the other side of the world,
they
either fell or ascended, or
both.
It was easier not to
get too attached.
When
the kite was gone
you
always turned around
and
went to get something to eat
at
a nearby restaurant.
Your
momentum needed fuel to continue,
but
the kite still soared
unassisted
towards unknown territory.
Perhaps
being a kite
might
be better after all,
not
knowing for sure
whether
you would hit a wall
or
find someone else's hand,
but
there always was a certain comfort
in
sitting in an upholstered chair
and
being able to order from a menu.

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